Chuck Strahl, M.P. Chilliwack-Fraser Canyon
8615 Young Street, Unit 106 Chilliwack, BC V2P 4P3
604-792-3311
riding@chuckstrahl.com
Newspaper Column – August 22, 2005
Some newspaper columns write
themselvesı. Some of them are written after extensive research, while others
are just human interest stories. Often, (for a part time, occasional writer
like me) they happen in a fit of emotion- anger or compassion. This one doesnıt
seem to fit any of the above, although there are elements of each one in it, I
think. This column is about me (always a difficult subject), and it is about my
cancer.
I donıt see any other way
around this. Iım a kind of private guy in many ways, and I like to be pretty
stoic about problems I face day to day. But my job is so public and
expectations so obvious that it canıt really be a secret. And perhaps it
wouldnıt be fair to be secret anyway, because there are so many people who need
to know and want to help out in ways small and large.
I didnıt start the summer
with cancer, but I did start with some medical problems that I kept sort of
quiet. My lung collapsed at the beginning of July, but I thought it was just
the flu or perhaps pneumonia, and I was too busy and too stubborn to rush into
the doctorıs office. By the time I saw him in July, he had me go immediately to
the Emergency Room, where they re-inflated my lung and sent me home.
The following week I toured
the north part of our riding, met with folks and did the usual summertime shtick.
When I returned, however, the lung had recollapsed, and they stuck me in the
hospital for a couple of days while they worked on it. But there were ongoing
problems, so down I went to Vancouver General where I spent last week going
through a third operation and a bunch of tests. The news didnıt get better.
By weekıs end the
pathologists had determined that the lining of my lung (the pleura) had
developed cancer, likely because of an exposure to asbestos when I was a young
man. My logging days included a time when we used open, asbestos brakes on the
yarders, and while my exposure wasnıt that lengthy, it was intense. Typically,
20-25 years later, the asbestos works its ugly magic. Unfortunately, Iım right
on time.
A column like this could have
the word ³unfortunately² sprinkled throughout, and it is the perfect word for
the situation. Unfortunately, I was exposed to asbestos. Unfortunately, my body
couldnıt handle it. Unfortunately, it targets the lungs. Unfortunately, there
is no cure, only treatment. Unfortunately, like all cancer, the disease has an
awful, debilitating effect on your family and friends, all of whom want to
help, canıt believe it is happening, and just wish they could do something to
make the world rightı again.
Iım none too thrilled with it
all either. The treatment will be determined in the next few days, and Iıll
have to start that soon. It wonıt be any fun, but it has to be done and Iıll
just get at it when theyıre ready. Iım hoping to be able to keep working while
this happens, and the shock and the disbelief will slowly make way for reality
for me and Deb and those around us.
There is always the other
sideı to a story like this. While much of it is unfortunateı, we chalk up
many, many things in the positive column. My entire family was around me as the
doctors broke the news, and while itıs very sad, knowing your loving family is
close by makes it so much easier. My friends and people I know make
never-ending offers to help, and theyıre going to have to put on an extra shift
in heaven just to answer all the prayers that are being offered up. I simply
canıt be bitter about it, because so many people are expressing their love in
so many ways to me and Deb, and we are so glad our Christian faith is mature
and well-grounded. Things will be fine.
Over the next few months
there will be many decisions to make, including decisions about running for
election again (or not). Thankfully, that doesnıt have to be done this week. In
the meantime, I know that people will be respectful of my need for a little
personal space, and if they need to contact me about politics they should
contact me at the office rather than at home.
Cancer is a serious disease,
but those of us diagnosed with cancer donıt want to be rushed off the playing
field and sidelined any too soon. Iıll be in there slugginı for now, and much
of what comes up will be simply business-as-usual. I promise to keep my constituents
and friends in the loop as things develop, and I know for certain that my next newspaper column will be
easier to write than this one.